Things that we have to REMEMBER when we first hire a nanny for our baby:

• JANGAN kebaean untuk sudah beliin baju suster & sepatu suster (seperti yang sudah aku lakukan)
• JANGAN beli passport suster atau buatin passport suster kecuali terpaksa (hilang dhe uang gua karna gua uda beli passport suster lama gua)
• JANGAN kebaean ajak ngomong yang gak perlu (nanti kurang ajar,dia malah nyuruh nyuruh majikannya)
• JANGAN pernah kasih bayi kita ke suster jika bayi nangis terus di tangan kita (kita tetep pegang terus sampe nangisnya selesai) karena nanti tuh suster malah ngerendahin kita.
  kalo bayi nangis, langsung aja ambil karna seorang ibu PASTI lebih baik dan punya hati daripada suster
• JANGAN pernah percaya ngomongan suster, harus cari temen atau tanya sodara, gimana cara terbaik untuk ngurus anak. Karna kalo percaya suster itu sama aja digoblokin.
  kita yg suruh suster (misalnya kapan mandi, kapan kasi susu, brapa bnayak kasih susu) BUKAN suster yg suruh kita. Dan remember again JANGAN percaya ngomongan suster. Contohnya kasus barusan bahwa sasya kata suster tidak mao bobo dan mao dimandiin. Untung gua gak goblok dan gua liat sasya mata merem yah jelas mao bobo lah.

Intinya adalah: I never said there are no kind nanny in this world. There is (like there is a devoted husband), but the percentage is small probably 2:10. Percentage devoted husband maybe 3:10? Heheh :P

So for those who have a good nanny and devoted husband, you should be thankful to GOD =)

Hope this reminder also can help some of you and also can serve to me as a reminder how to handle nanny in the future.

PS: I hate my previous nanny that i deleted all video and picture that shows her face!

Baby Leg

Today is the first time sasya wore her baby leg (yes, been bought by ii iki again). It really looked so cute and adorable. I hope that when Sasya has mastered her crawling, baby leg will help her prevent from scratches. :) thank u baby leg

Ps: today also the first time sasya slept in her own crib (caden's previous crib).

Baby Boy, Baby Girl

Bruises all over

I am feeling painful all over my body. Shown in the pictures are some bruises on my leg and hand that usually come out when I feel really tired.

These bruises are the worst that I've ever experience before. Even so, I still take care of Sasya full as my new nanny, who was just came yesterday, felt sick and coughing badly.

Sasya and my husband is the love of my life. Sasya's smile make me feel I am strong again.

Living two Lives

... You will never be free again
You live two lives now,
Hers and your own.
There will be a lot of nights without sleep.
But happiness beyond
Anything you ever thought possible.
Surprises, amazement…
For she is your diamond daughter.

The Love of My Life

Only when holding your new baby gently in your arms do you experience the true meaning of love - unconditional, total, complete surrender to her every need.

Family Day Out

Last weekend, we decided to go out for lunch even though we do not have a nanny yet. So off we go to grand super kitchen, accompanied by my maid.

Luckily sasya cried a lot, causing me to eat only a small portion of the feast that my husband ordered (dimsum, shark fin, black pepper crab, steam fish, fried rice, morning glory). ^_^