My love to her...

This blog is dedicated to my princess Sasya so she can read my experience ever since she came into my family.

A Great Big Thanks especially to my mom (oma) and my oldest sis (ii iki) who help me SO MUCH from the day I was pregnant, gave birth, until now and until forevermore...hehe.. Love u all

Today 14 nov 2008

The time is 11.48pm and I am sitting here (again!) on my comfy bed, pumping my breast milk. And AGAIN Sasya and Daddy have already fallen a sleep beside me.

I used to feel that I have plenty of time everyday, but since Sasya came into my life, I started to feel that I am always being rush by time. Now, 24 hours a day is not enough for me.

Today I went to work for half day. I came home and a contractor is already waiting for me to teach me how to use the CCTV camera which has been installed a few days earlier. I have decided to use it to make sure Sasya is in good hands while I am away for work.

At the same time while the contractor doing that, I ate my lunch. Before even I can do anything else, Ibu Widi, the post-natal massage woman whom I hired, came.

A lot of phone calls also have to be made (for Sasya’s birth certificate, things about work, and so on). I realize if I tell you the list of my work will have no ends. I decide to stop here telling about my hectic lifestyle.

However, I don't mind it at all as I really truly madly deeply in love with Sasya. Although she has indeed changed my life routines (for one, I am not able to have a straight 10 hours of my beauty sleep), I am glad, thankful, extremely excited and grateful in so many ways to have Sasya come in my life.

Words cannot express my feeling of love to her.

I realize it only seems like yesterday that Sasya came into my world and now, she has grown so big --- It’s getting quite heavy to carry her for a long time.

I made up my mind long ago to spend time as much as possible with Sasya, to enjoy and experience what it meant to be a mother.